katlefiya's Diaryland Diary

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Can't Wait

I can't wait...

to see you
to hug you
to kiss you
to be held by you
to be hugged by you
to be kissed by you
to fuck you
to be fucked by you

I can't wait...
to be with you
to not worry about hurting you
to not worry about making you jealou
to not worry that you are compromising your values and your ethics and your honour to be with me.

I can't wait...
until our relationship isn't complicated.
Until all we have to worry about is arguing over the silly things...
like what schools we want our kids to go to
and not how I'm making my money through "immoral means".

I can't wait...
until I don't see the disgust or hurt in your eyes every time you look at me.

I can't wait...
until I don't feel like I'm betraying you every time I go out to earn my living.

I can't wait...
until I don't have to imagine it's you I'm making love to every time.

I hope that we survive until my...OUR...hopes come true.

I can wait if you will.

Just a little longer...

4:43 p.m. - 2009-02-27

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