katlefiya's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Everyone knows the last toes are always the coldest to go The hungry search for true meaning is taking a self realistic ugly turn. Will the cats guard me? My safekeepers in the underworld are bored and start licking themselves. Auto de fe Shall I whip myself into a frenzy for...for what?!!? For YOU? For IT? For me? I wish I had time to figure out what you were saying. Maybe you don't even care if I get the message or not. Maybe the fact that the message is THERE is all that's important. Is the fact that I usually think of IT as a HIM mean that it was a he? Am I biting the hand that feeds or am I returning a prodigal daughter to the true one. The bile is coming up and everything is writhing and vomiting. I'm drowning in...in everything. In the bullshit and the fear and the pain and the love and the lust and the excitement. I thought I could organize it. Add graphics and tables for more readability. It doesn't even want to fit into serif and sans-serif. Just breath. It's all unimportant, in the end, isn't it? 10:33 a.m. - 2005-11-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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