katlefiya's Diaryland Diary

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Food Drugs Wank

At the behest of George-man, I promise to update more often. It's just that in the recent past I've felt more like an observer of life, rather than a participant. I'll try to kick that feeling.

I've noticed that since I quit smoking (3 week hump over, baby! Fuck you, Mr. Nicotine!), I've become obsessed with food. I'm hungry ALL THE TIME. But it's not only that, it's the taste of food as well. Everything is juicier, more flava-full. Plus it's really nice being able to breathe, and not have a layer of mucousy tar coating your throat.
Of course, all this makes me more depressed by the fact that my parents have now pretty much re-taken up smoking for real. I wonder if telling that I smoked for 2 years would deter them in ANY way. I wonder if I could pull a guilt trip, telling them how they influenced me to start. Some sort of subtle message was being delivered to me all the years they smoked in front of my eyes. "How could it have been so bad, Mummy dearest, when you enjoyed it for so long!"

Someone sent me this email about a kid dying from huffing dust-off. I checked the source, and for once it was legitimate.
http://www.breakthechain.org/exclusives/dustoff.html

It makes me wonder about the logic of hyping up denying your kids exposure to ANY drugs whatsoever, so that they have to go to such extremes to discover what all the fuss is about.

In other news, tomorrow I'm taking the day off work. I'm going to get a prescription for the NuvaRing, get my new student ID, see my accountant and then wank off for the rest of the day. Not necessarily in that order.

10:08 a.m. - 2005-07-21

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