katlefiya's Diaryland Diary

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depressive

I'm so frustrated.
I have everything that I could ever ask for at this point in my life.
A wonderful man, 2 lovely cats, we're getting our own apartment, I have fabulous parents, a good (paying) job, hobbies, friends, etc etc ad nauseum.
But sometimes I wonder if I have some form of mild manic depressiveness. I go from being really happy and content with everything in my life, to being really bored, uncontent, frustrated, fidgety.
Does everybody do this? Is this a normal thing? Is it normal to one minute have a brilliant idea and have so much energy and drive to fulfill all these glorious plans, and then the next minute think "aww, fuck it, I'll go make pancakes instead."

I'm starting to get really pissed off with myself.

9:03 p.m. - 2004-11-07

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